On this day
I thought this day is going to be special. I've been looking forward to this day last year because for some weird reason whenever I look at the time, it always shows 11:11. I know this day is not yet over but I think I am going to make a very important decision.
My family will come first. I have to get out of here to give them a life that they deserve. I am not as weak as they think or as tough some people may think I am. I just have people that I can fall back on anytime and will help me back on my feet. I am not sure if my sibs have any. I did not realize how emotionally burdened some of my sisters are ever since dad died. I guess in my case, my obvious channel has been my obsession with Super Junior but for them, maybe it's Shaytard or becoming a fashion rebel.
I feel responsible to make them feel alive, that they are living their respective lives. Maybe that is the reason I kept on pushing for my dreams. I swear today, I am going to show them that it is possible. I love them so much and I am sincerely making this vow that I am going to do whatever I can to give them a comfortable life.
My family will come first. I have to get out of here to give them a life that they deserve. I am not as weak as they think or as tough some people may think I am. I just have people that I can fall back on anytime and will help me back on my feet. I am not sure if my sibs have any. I did not realize how emotionally burdened some of my sisters are ever since dad died. I guess in my case, my obvious channel has been my obsession with Super Junior but for them, maybe it's Shaytard or becoming a fashion rebel.
I feel responsible to make them feel alive, that they are living their respective lives. Maybe that is the reason I kept on pushing for my dreams. I swear today, I am going to show them that it is possible. I love them so much and I am sincerely making this vow that I am going to do whatever I can to give them a comfortable life.
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