In My Dreams

Currently I am gaga over Super Junior and to be honest, I wanted it to end. But I know, this is not over yet. I am blaming it to my hormones right now why I feel so depressed. Deep inside, I know that somehow it is because of Choi Siwon. Yes, the boy group member if that is what you are thinking.
I dreamed of him last night after hoping to dream of him for the longest time. I was warned by my friends from SME that it is rare that you will dream of your bias but yesterday, it was so clear and vivid and to think lately, I cannot recall my dreams. I hate it that even in my dreams, he was nice and perfect. Shucks, I can still recall what he was wearing then. He has this white collared shirt on with khaki capri pants and this white shoes that is very similar to tennis shoes.
Crazy huh? That is why I want this madness to stop. Somehow I know it will not yet because I draw inspiration from him. He made me go to church again. I travelled to Tampines alone so I can attend mass and I came from the other side of Singapore, imagine.
Fans like me just wanted a tweet from him. I hope he get to read the messages that Siwonnies have sent for his legal birthday. One of their songs stuck in my mind right now, yes because of the dream and I just missed him right now.
This song made me teary-eyed during the concert and it still does whenever I am in my emo or depressed mode. This will be my song until we hear from him again and maybe see him. Below is the English translation of the song.

Super Junior – In My Dream
[Kyuhyun] She comes back
She says she’s sorry
The skilled hands that I missed caress my own
[Sungmin] The apologetic eyes that look at me, the voice I want to hear
Tenderly telling me not to cry

[Ryeowook] If I hold you in my arms you disappear and
The tears flow and my pillow becomes wet
At last I wake up from my sleep
Morning is always like this… My Love

[Yesung] I hope I fall asleep forever like this
I wake up with her presence still…
Although I hope I don’t dream again,
Today too it seems I fall asleep with her presence

[Donghae] She’s smiling
It’s really been too long
I’ve missed that expression, she’s my girl isn’t she
[Sungmin] She’s walking away
Embracing another person
My chest feels like it’s being crushed under a heavy weight

[Yesung] I’m dreaming again, right?
Cold sweat runs down me
It’s hurts, it’s a dream of things I hate to even remember
I can’t do anything all day long
We’ll spend time together, right my Love

[Kyuhyun] I hope I sleep forever like this
I wake up with her presence still…
[Ryeowook] Although I hope I don’t dream again,
Today too it seems I fall asleep with her presence

[Yesung] Everything is becoming cloudy but her image is getting stronger
[Kyuhyun] Like in yesterday’s dream, today she comes to me
Now I don’t sleep alone

[Ryeowook] I hope I sleep forever like this
I wake up with her presence still…
[Yesung] Although I hope I don’t dream again,Today too it seems I fall asleep with her presence

[Kyuhyun] If I could only see you again today, if I could do it again, if you came back again….
[Donghae] If you slept by my side just once more, if it happened again…
[Ryeowook] I wouldn’t want to wake up
[Yesung] If I could fall sleep…

english trans by ♥ jubee ♥ @ sj-world.net

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