Repost - 082510
Why do I feel that everything suddenly seemed unfamiliar? If I changed my perspective on things, who can blame me? All I know is I have to change and I just pray that it will all be for the better.
Looking at a friend's album make me miss my family. They seemed so closed knit even if they are a huge clan. Not many people have that privilege to have your family close to you. We were not close to my dad's family. I guess it is because of his relationship with his dad before. Lola left us when I was still a baby but I remember Lolo and I was quite fond of him the few times that I have seen him when I was younger. I am close to my grandparents on my mother's side. My sisters are hesitating to go there because they thought that I was telling them things about them but what I actually do is talk about me. At least when I am there in Batangas, someone is interested to hear about what is going on in my life. At home, I rarely get to do that.
It is sad, yes but it makes me feel grateful at the same time because typing this made me realize that I have some place to go when I feel that no one would listen and understand.
Looking at a friend's album make me miss my family. They seemed so closed knit even if they are a huge clan. Not many people have that privilege to have your family close to you. We were not close to my dad's family. I guess it is because of his relationship with his dad before. Lola left us when I was still a baby but I remember Lolo and I was quite fond of him the few times that I have seen him when I was younger. I am close to my grandparents on my mother's side. My sisters are hesitating to go there because they thought that I was telling them things about them but what I actually do is talk about me. At least when I am there in Batangas, someone is interested to hear about what is going on in my life. At home, I rarely get to do that.
It is sad, yes but it makes me feel grateful at the same time because typing this made me realize that I have some place to go when I feel that no one would listen and understand.
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